I never thought I would have to learn how to relax, I mean isn't that something that just comes natural to people? Well I guess not at least for me it was something that I had to work at which sounds really funny. I talked to some of my friends about this, how when I first arrived here, I was still in the go mode, one friend told me that when he first met me which was 2 years ago, I was very much in the go mode, seems I've settled down quite a bit since then. I guess I should
have expected this, I mean you can't really go from having 2 jobs, horses a house, husband , grandkids and everything else in life, and then all of a sudden everything is gone except the husband he is still here (which is a good thing) to waking up in the morning and saying ok, now what, or what the hell am I doing here ???? A question I no longer ask myself. Everyone I talked to about this told me that I was ahead of the game it usually takes people 3 months to learn how to relax, well finally something that I am a head of the curve on !! So now I can relax, I don't have to fill up every minute with something to do or some where to go, today I just relaxed, I read my book, did my nails, pet the cat, had a good dinner, and now after I post this it's off to bed. Yes it is nice to relax and I am enjoying it !
Me relaxing !